Pathetic


 * LolIt is the 7th song on the "album" called "Aliens, Candies & Booze".
 * Sound: It is a 4 minute pop punk song, with 4 mini songs in it. The 1st and the 2nd mini songs sound like many other guitarmusicplayer03 songs, but the 3rd mini song is a lot "punkier" and the 4th mini song is "lighter".
 * Structure: the 1st mini song has a intro, verse, chorus and an outro. The 2nd mini song has a Intro, Verse and an Outro. The 3rd mini song has a Verse, Chorus and an Outro. The 4th mini song has two Verses.
 * About: It is about self hatred. The 1st mini talks about calling yourself dumb and thinking your are stupid. The 2nd mini song talks about feeling too stupid to be alive and wishing that you were never born. The 3rd song is about feeling guilty about things you have done in the past. The 4th mini song is about being skeptical wether your close ones really love you.
 * Writing: this was written in two days, in kärsämäki in April 2019. The 1st, 2nd and the 4th mini songs were written during the first day. The 3rd mini song was written during the 2nd day, also the 1st mini songs chorus was scrapped and replaced. The riff from the 1st mini song was originally in "Angels & Demons.
 * Opinion: I always thought that as a whole its not very good, but there are good parts scattered around the song. This has been performed twice. Once during the 2nd album and once during the 11th album when i played a lot of "old songs". The second time it was performed, I only played the 1st mini song.